It has been 19 weeks since the people of Immanuel last gathered in
person for worship. Our last in-person
worship was held on Sunday, March 15th. I’ve gone back in my head to that time
recently, trying to recall what it was like as this pandemic captured our
awareness and began to spread. At the time I had suspected we would be back in
our building for Easter, or soon thereafter. None of us could have imagined
that at this juncture we would still be facing a viral spread that continues to
grow, affecting so many people not only in this country but around the
world.
As I read this reading I also remembered our first attempts to buy
groceries for our family. Reluctant to enter into actual stores, for a while,
we ordered groceries online. We spent
far too much time online trying to figure what to purchase, only to receive an
email the next day or so discovering that some of what we wanted was
substituted with something else.
I remember wondering how long this situation would last. I remember wondering, with four adults all
who have food sensitivities and allergies, how we might obtain the right food
and enough food for us. Fortunately the
supply chains have since recovered, and we feel blessed not to have struggled
with hunger during these weeks.
The people of Jesus’ time struggled with hunger, though. It was a
constant reality for many of them. This may be why Matthew, Mark, Luke and John
remember Jesus as having provided food for hungry people. One of those memories
is preserved in this week’s Gospel lesson. Matthew tells us a great crowd —
some 5,000 men (10,000 people in total? 15,000?) — is gathered with Jesus in
the wilderness. He has traveled there for some alone time, but arriving in that
place he is filled with compassion for them and begins to cure their sick.
As evening draws near, Jesus’ disciples point out that it is getting
late and the people are getting hungry. They suggest Jesus might send the
people away so they can buy food (which in itself would have been a miracle —
that 10-15,000 people could find food in those “nearby towns”). He suggests
they feed the crowd. They are skeptical, having come up with just a bit of
food. With a nod towards the heavens, and a prayerful blessing, 5 loaves and 2
fish feed upwards of 10,000 people, and the table scraps amount to twelve full
baskets.
Biblical scholars have long debated how this happened. Did the generosity
of a few (the ones with five loaves and two fish) inspire others to share from
their supplies? Did the love and blessing of Jesus multiply those seven items
until they were enough for all? These questions are unanswerable, of course,
but one truth is clear: Jesus is one who cares deeply about the needs of this
gathered people, healing their sick, and feeding their hunger. He cares about
them as he cares about all of God’s people, including us.
In our time of need, whether it has to do with hunger, sickness,
loneliness, loss, grief, unemployment, underemployment, fear of the future…
Jesus is with us. He is our source of strength and peace. Just as he was 2,000
years ago, he is for us today. Let us entrust our futures to him, and work with
him to heal the hurts and meet the needs of this world.
And so we pray. Lord God, guide my feet and use my hands for
your work in the world. Amen.
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